Fucking hell

public class 13042010{

public void things{

ugh...god damnit. really. god fucking damnit. I'm really starting to hate every little thing about me. I keep doing shit that i know i shouldn't be doing. I keep doing these things things i don't want to do, things that make me hate everything about me. I hate being like this. The bigger problem is, i don't know how to change. i want to change, but i don't know how to tackle this, and i know i don't have many ppl to turn to, and frankly, some I DON'T want to turn to. Some ppl are complete bitches/douches that nothing means anything to them, they only think of themselves and no one else. Some ppl can't take hints that, maybe i don't want to be constantly picked on, or touched constantly (sometimes in a specific place). I don't care if that's how you act, cuz you know, it fucking hurts. I don't mind it at first, one or two, sure, but all night of it, i really start to think you're not a person to talk to. Anyway, i'm just pent up with myself and others. I hate and despise myself for being like this, and i have no clear direction on how to fix this. 

}

}